Springish

Oh hello its been awhile and i dont really know why i return here , just spewing all my personals all over the web for just about anyone to find. I kind of like it like that. If im going to get flayed in some future for talking about my life so openly like I might do standing in line for something, then i dont want to be myself anyway because whats the point? I might be getting on some good medication soon. my mania is so up and down, and im sick of it, its exhausting. I want to be at a comfortable level of productivity, when I need to be. Like, theres probably a bunch of other things I should be doing right now but instead I figured I hadn't done this in awhile. and im at like a crossroads, anyway. We went to Mae and Milo's birthday party last night and i am so hungover today. I saw an old friend there. It went fine. My favorite part was making music with everyone. There was a whole setup, and I got wasted and got to sing while my girls jammed on the kit n strings. ID...