Springish


 Oh hello its been awhile and i dont really know why i return here , just spewing all my personals all over the web for just about anyone to find. I kind of like it like that. If im going to get flayed in some future for talking about my life so openly like I might do standing in line for something, then i dont want to be myself anyway because whats the point? 


I might be getting on some good medication soon. my mania is so up and down, and im sick of it, its exhausting. I want to be at a comfortable level of productivity, when I need to be. Like, theres probably a bunch of other things I should be doing right now but instead I figured I hadn't done this in awhile. and im at like a crossroads, anyway. 

We went to Mae and Milo's birthday party last night and i am so hungover today. I saw an old friend there. It went fine. My favorite part was making music with everyone. There was a whole setup, and I got wasted and got to sing while my girls jammed on the kit n strings. IDK if i'll hear that recording. But it did what it always does, and reignited a spark to try and get an ACTUAL set together with at LEAST 3 songs. Do you know how many shows I could totally fuck up, if only my brain worked better? 

I also thought about trying to get into Video DJ'ing. 

Oh, I started vending also. I have like 4 markets lined up. Things are looking up, for sure. My car will be legal soon also. that will be nice. I have visitors at the end of June and being able to drive would be really nice. There's a rave that i'll be vending this weekend, i'm very verrryyyyy excited for it, pretty sure its at the same cool bridge forest location as FP #1. 

 Got to see Cryogeyser with Flooding in PDX, which was awesome.

I should write a song, or a poem, or do something, like my homework. 

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